YOU ARE rude and inconsiderate, selfish and use people
YOU DON'T deserve my attention, my love, my consideration
I REFUSE to feel that way ever again, to be ignored and to play games
I SHOULD know better by now, apologize, get over it
I AM different, changed, still a flirt, stubborn
I WANT more, strength, nothing
YOU SHOULD KNOW it won't be the same, I'm not easy, I love you...despite it all
and yet, what a fictional character says applies for both

"Don't worry. I'm essentially a selfish creature.
I crave your company too much to do what I should"
~Edward