People in Hats...and dresses

The List

I want to wear cat ears without feeling odd
I want to write good poetry
I want to say what I mean and have other people understand
I want to buy a pair of hooker boots
I want to be kissed more in real life than on stage
I want to not feel awkward in a bathing suit
I want to roll around in the mud and not get yelled at
I want to run for hours on end
I want to dance and look good doing it
I want to know what good music is
I want a guy to tell me I'm pretty and mean it
I want to drink pop and not feel guilty
I want lie in the rain
I want to remember back to when I was happy without thinking aobu tit
I want to be able to tan
I want to swim in the ocean
I want to try new foods
I want my eyes to be the same distance from my nose
I want to be smart without trying
I want to make my father proud
I want my oatmeal to be sticky
I want to play rugby
I want people to take me seriously
I want my dog to stop breathing on me
I want to be able to sit through a horror movie
I want to be a girly girl
I want to be able to put on makeup like everyone else
I want to wear pretty colothing
I want to be more confident
I want to wear funny hats
I want people to understand that I'm not perky and peppy all the time
I want people to know I have no idea what I'm doing
I want a cute boy to cuddle with me
I want to have more than one personality
I want to go to the Swiss Alps and sing "the Hills are alive with the sound of music"
I want to catch a cloud in a bottle
I want to break stereotypes
I want to wear the color pink and not feel dumb
I want to climb the tallest tree in the world
I want to sing on an empty stage
I want to learn everything there is to know about theatre
I want to meet pirate
I want to climb a canyon
I want to be a pirate
I want to go to a wild party and let go
I want to have a funny name
I want to save someones life
I want to be a real nerd
I want to ride a horse
I want to flirt obviously with someone who's oblivious
I want to try curry
I want to belly dance
I want to find work that I love
I want to read music
I want to be remembered
I want someone to kiss me because they want to not because they have to or because he feels like it
I want to love and be loved in return
I want to play an instrument
I want to be a Victorian Lady
I want to work in theatre
I want to drive fast down a country lane
I want to jump off the high dive
I want win the lottery
I want to I get drunk just once
I want my room to stay clean
I want to dye my hair purple
I want to be a little kid again
I want to know what I want
I want to travel the world
I want to wear tight clothing and fit in
I want to dress like Pink and stand out
I want to be able to cook well
I want to know how to use technology
I want to be wild and free and never have to depend on anyone but myself
I want to be a bond girl
I want to live 3 decades back
I want my hair to work
I want to believe in magic

So that's what they mean when they say "this big"

So despite my somewhat dirty title, I swear there is a purpose. Right now I smell of fish am tired and more happy than I have been in a long time. I woke up this morning at 4am to go fishing on lake Michigan. I went out on a boat with 2 old lake men and my family(I don't care what you say grumpy old men are awesome) Now for some of you this may not sound like fun at all, but I enjoyed it. Seeing the sun rise as water surrounds in every direction, the mist sprays my face and the breeze was just enougg to keep the hair out of my face. My father and I were the only ones to catch anything; everyone else was sleeping. I caught a 15 pound "this big" king salmon. It took me about 5 minutes to reel in and it was fighting me the entire way. Alright that topic is retired onto ... american spirit.

My father came home from Kansas City where he works during the week with about 5 bags of fireworks, which I think amounts to about 20lbs of explosives. Yay for the American pratice of celebrating our incorrect birthday by using dangerous explosives. That's about as American as apple pies and baseball (speaking of which did anyone catch the Sox vrs Cub cross town classic, that's what I thought stupid cubs fans (I'm pointing my finger at all of you), throwing garbage on your own field, Pierzynski rocks my socks.)

So because all of you are drama people I figured I could ask your opinions on one particular subject that has been causing me distress. I'm doing Beauty and the Beast this summer in which I was lucky enough to get Mrs. Potts and b/c it's double cast I get 2 nights Fri. and Sat. Which normally I wouldn't mind because those are the better nights. Here's the deal though Friday night is the Championship game for my softball team, which we may not even make it to. I'm the oldest girl on the team and somewhat of a leader, if only because I'm loud and never shutup with saying crazy things. Annnnd on the day of the championship game the girl who is normally the catcher will be gone, I'm the backup catcher and I would be gone and the girl who is my backup would be gone. If you haven't noticed a catcher is a important part to the game. So the thing is I can change the date of which performance I'm Potts in and I'm wondering if I should, after all there is a chance that we won't even make it to the game. I'm going insane I don't even know what to do anymore, someone please help!!!

Ooo guess what I got my ACT scores back and this time I scored better, I'm not going to say what it is because you all are probably going to show me up, so there. Let's just say I'm smart but not super smart.

Hey ladies guess what movie I'm watching?
Let's get down to business to defeat the huns, did they send me daughters when I asked for sons?
We must be swift as a coursing river
mysterious as the dark side of the moon
(I know they're not in order but I can't type that fast)

That's it for now, so bye, so long and farewell
~Em