Oh today

Today I finally realized I've grown up. I can't go back to neverland and I should probably stop watching cartoons. I finally realized that I'm a senior now and that while I shouldn't envy people for their talents because I have my own. Shall I make a list of people and their awesomeness alright here it goes because I feel like complementing people because they should realize how awesome they are

Emily Dunne: she makes me smile because she tells the truth and I know she's going to be one kick ass teacher or whatever when life takes her there
Liana: she is always there for a funny or for a tear whatever the case; she has the biggest heart I know
Carl: he cares for everyone, has the best sense of humor all on top of being a great actor
Nick: he amuses/confuses me to no end and someday he will be great and I envy him for it
Cavya: she makes everyone feel gorgeous like her and always let's you know how she's feeling
Danielle: she's beatiful inside and out as well as super intelligent
Mike S: he's always ready for a joke or just there when you need him
Katie W: she exudes confidence, altoness and is stuck in permanetn icecream mode
Lauren D: she never takes a bad picture and graceful and adorable
Lauren B: witty, pretty and loves music now if only some guy could see that
Kelsey: She's quirky and fun and watches fosters, she will always be a kid with a smile that makes you smile
PJ: a guy who can wear a poncho with style and has the most courage I have ever seen
Tori: girl with a pearl, she's got talent but doesn't let it go to her head, she's unique and doesn't put up with crap
Zach B: a mini mr meilcarz with all the talent
Zack H: an encyclopedia of fun facts and he always makes me happy
Kiley: she loves her horse and knows what she wants
Erin: I've always been stuck behind her in eveything she's always had confidence and talent seems almost fearless
Liz S: she's as crazy as me when noone's looking and shouldn't worry aobut what people think because she's all I have and I love her b/c I have to

if you guys don't like it I'm sorry. But today when I was sitting in the theater watching nick and carl being... well nick and carl I was reminded of my freshman year watching brady and adrian on a similar but different stage. At the time I thought they were perfect the best thing since sliced bread. They were so grownup so much more talented than I could ever hope to be. And then I saw it, I saw it in everyone in our theater, the adult we would grow up to be and it made me ink because even though I say I"m not ready I know that I have to be. I've tried to ignore the fact that I'm not a kid anymore. My face has changed and I see through someone elses eyes. I realize now that adrian and brady weren't perfect they were people. We all mean something different to everyone, just thought I'd let you all know what you mean to me
~Em